This post will resonate with some and not others.

Every day, I learn something new. For those of us with thin, deep, and scared veins, did you know there’s such a thing as an ultrasound IV? I did not. Since refusing IV the last two times in the ER, the nurse asked me why and wondered if I was there for pain meds. Nope, I was there because of another kidney stone, which apparently I passed on my own before I got to the hospital. After a week of terrible pain, I was glad to hear that. Yet, before the CT, I had the most amazing experience under the circumstances, my first ultrasound IV, which went in smoothly and did not damage the vein and add more scar tissue. He found the best vein- the nurse did confirm that I had lots of scar tissue and the veins were small- and the whole process was done in seconds. So, if you have similar troubles with your veins, ask for an ultrasound IV next time you have one.

Until next time, I wish you a blessed day and great health! Without your body, you can’t achieve anything on your wish, want, and must-do list. So take care of your body:)

God Bless:)

“Imagine yourself on a ship. You are watching dolphins at play nearby. They jump out of the water one after another. Each one describes a graceful arc in the air before diving back into the sea.

The arc is like the cycle of life and death for human beings. We appear in this world like the dolphin jumping out of the water, visible for a short time. Before long, we return to the Tao -back to God- like the dolphin diving back into the ocean to complete the circle that began there.

When a dolphin disappears beneath the waves, we feel no need to grieve because we know it is still there, it is still all right, even if we can no longer see it. Loved ones who pass on are just like that. They have made the transition, but they do not suddenly cease to exist. They are still there. They are still all right, even though we can no longer see them.

One day, it will be your time to pass on yourself. As you plunge into the waves, you will find the dolphins waiting for you. You will be reunited with your loved ones and swim with them together through the infinite ocean that is the Tao or God.”- The Tao of Joy by Derek Lin

Vineri, Ianuarie, 12, 2024, A sosit al 30-lea nepot parintilor nostrii:) Sora mea Oana a nascut, si ne bucuram alaturi de ea:) Domnul sa-i tina in continuare in sanatate:)

New International Version
And if your eye causes you to stumble, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to enter life with one eye than to have two eyes and be thrown into the fire of hell. Mathew 18:9

Among other verses, this was always a weird and uncomfortable verse to me, for I don’t want to lose a limb or go through that sort of pain. But I’ve learned a few things along the way, and how I see this verse is: am I willing to hurt to live what I believe in? So now, that I can keep my limbs and eyes, it puts me in a contemplative mode. Am I? So this morning, while my thoughts lingered on this idea, based on this Bible verse, a poem was born. I’ll share it with you.

CAN YOU DO IT?

To pluck one’s eye, if
sin may cause it harm, it’s shocking,
gross, and madness. To
cut my hand if sin
may cause it harm is also so
barbaric. Why, God, so
crazy of a talk?
“It’s better bloodied
you may be when
entering the heavens,
then clean and cold,
and boring and near-death
with apathy.
When you’re passionate
for life, and dare I
say, you love your enemy,
It is far more interesting
of a life, than a dead
log, on your couch of indifference
for you to be.
So take a stand, even
if bleeding, and have the
courage to get injured
for the right thing.”
Which is?
“Love, my dear kid.” by Carmen McKnight

Chapter one of Yellow Matter, Return of the Three Feathers, is done. I think. I’m not happy with its length; it’s too short. I must add more.

Here’s a glimpse into the process of writing a book: the doubts, the uncertainties, and the victories:) But no matter what, I’ll keep going:)

God bless:)

When I was a child, I could not imagine being an adult; I could not understand why adults were so stressed out, so moody, and void of fun. I could not understand why they complained so much and laughed so little. After all, they could do what they wanted, unlike me, who had to obey when I didn’t feel like obeying, sit still when all I wanted to do was move, jump and joke around, eat certain foods when the foods tasted so gross, and be careful all the time.

When I was a teenager, I didn’t understand why parents in general were so strict, why they were so uptight, old-fashioned, and boring.

When I became an adult, I didn’t understand why old people were so nosy, why they constantly tolled anyone within ear-shot their life stories, while crying so easily when seeing a loved one.

I’ve been walking on my path and I’ve passed many seasons, and my understanding improved with time and experience. Letting go helped me to see beyond myself. I’m sure you have a similar experience unless you’re the young one:)

God Bless:)

Whatever you’re about to begin it always starts with one small step forward. To keep moving is the key, even when you don’t get feedback; at least, that’s what I tell myself when I want to give up. Moving is the solution to stagnation; stagnation is the beginning of death, at least; that’s how I see it.

What is it you want to start this year? I’ll start the work on the second book in the Yellow Matter trilogy. I’d love to finish the updated book of poems, bring on the market the second edition of Out of Darkness- my memoir, and maybe, dare I say, start Book 2 of my memoir. I have about eight books I need to finish now, but one day at a time, one step at a time, is the key. It’s better to finish one book than get overwhelmed by the idea that I want to do three or more a year and drop the ball.

I saw Yellow Matter, Search of the Three Feathers is available and stocked on Amazon, so if you wish to purchase is there:)

Let’s move together towards our goals and keep in mind that everything takes time:)

God Bless:)

Astazi ai fi implinit 71 de ani daca mai erai printre noi. Te iubim si ne este dor de tine, dar aicea pe pamant timpul va trece si ne vom revedea intr-o zi.

Cu mult drag si dor, copii tai:)

Happy B-day, mom! Today, you would’ve been 71 years old. We love and miss you, and we’ll be together one day.

Love, your children:)

For a mother, nothing is more fulfilling than your family around the table, having a good time, and sharing love:) Our Christmas was absolutely fantastic. I hope yours was as well. Have a Happy New Year filled with lots of blessings of health, peace, and joy. These three heal the body and soul and help you overcome any challenge.

God Bless:)

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Chet and I wish you all a Christmas filled with health, first of all, love, and peace:) Now go build great memories with your loved ones:)

God Bless:)