Your potential goes beyond your dents.

The rice cooker dish in my soapy hands is full of damaged bumps. As I wash it and plan on replacing it God flashed a piece of understanding to my heart and my eyes shifted their focus.

They no longer focused on the bumps and dents, but at its potential. This bowl has been successfully cooking all sorts of rice recipes for many years, not only that, it’s steamed so many vegetables and I remembered the amazing meals it helped me make, meals that nourished not only our bodies but our souls and spirits, for you see when a belly is full, many good things follow in any person’s life. I saw the future meals we’ll cook together and despite its bends and dents it became valuable to me.

Just because there’s dents and bruises in our lives it does not mean our potential is lost. We’re not the bends and dents, we are the potential around the dents, the potential despite the dents, we are the potential!

Now, the next step is to believe this revelatory information, beginning with myself.

Have a healthy day today and God Bless you and your family. Look up. You’ll be alright.

Coronavirus, We’re Stronger!

Coronavirus,

You’ll end soon and we’ll be nicer to each other as a result, we’ll care more for each other and love more, we’ll have more patience and mercy, we’ll also forgive often, we’ll smile more and giggle often, we’ll inspire others and be inspired by others. We’ll love our children and parents, our friends and strangers. You hear us?

You’ve come to kill and though we’ve lost some precious people they will remain alive through stories of their strength and uniqueness. We were privileged to have had them in our lives.

God did not bring you in this world. Man did. Despite that God walks along us whispering words of comfort to our broken hearts and reminding us we’re not alone during these harsh times. He tells us that we matter!

God’s not trying to teach us a lesson by allowing you on this earth! He never wanted you here! You snaked your evil head in our lives intent on killing yet, God walks ahead of you so his shadow will confuse you more than anything. He’s on our side not yours, washing away our fears, smiling when we rise up and help each other, when we come together in one voice praying. We pray because our humanity is under attack no matter what part of the world you live in.

To the whole world God whispers: You’re stronger than you think you are! You matter! This will pass.

So you see, coronavirus, you will not succeed, you can’t! Not with God on our side! So good by!

The people of the world.

Poezie

Azi am simtit nevoia de a scrie o poezie de imbarbatare pentru cei abatuti de anumite necazuri in viata asta.

Desi nu am expertiza in acest domeniu, sper ca aceasta poezie sa incurajeze pe cine are nevoie de incurajare.

Va doresc o zi binecuvantata in continuare la toti:)

Am auzit ca nu se vede bine poezia, si atunci o scriu aicea:)

Durere,durere, soptesti in tacere

Cu foc si putere in madularele mele

Si sufletu-mi arzi cu-atata durere

Si ochii-mi inalt cu-atata sfiala

Spre cerul de sus, spre pura speranta

Dar cel de sus tace, ma simt far siguranta.

Oh Doamne? Sunt singur? Am nevoie de pace!

Si lumea vorbeste, pe-n dos ma barfeste,

Si vorbele sapa, din plin ma doboara

Si-n urma las urme, adanc ma coboara

Si suflet, is trup, si spirit omoara.

Oh, Doamne vorbeste si de rau tu pazeste

Caci durerea sopteste si multe trezeste

Si pacea mi-o fura, fiinta-mi oboseste

Iar tot ce-i curat si pur ofileste.

Oh Doamne! Ascult! Tu vorbeste!

In lacrima ta presenta mea este

Pe patul de suferinta al meu spirit pazeste

Eu plang langa tine, copilul meu, fireste

Cazut este-acum si tatal sopteste:

Domul, eu adica, al tau pastor este

De nimic lipsa nu vei duce.

Eu te culc in pasunile verzi,

Tot eu te conduc pe api odihnitoare,

Si sufletul-ti trist tot eu il inviorez.

Si cu mult drag eu te calauzesc

pe dreptile cai, datorita Numelui meu.

Si in valea umbrei mortii cand vei umbla

Sa nu te temi, copile, de raul apasat

Ca tot eu sunt langa tine, singur nu vei fi lasat

Iar toiagul si basonul meu te vor ghida.

Eu iti voi intinde o masa bogata

in fata dusmanilor tai,

Si-ti voi unge capul cu undelemn

si cupa tot eu ti-o voi umple,

sa vada cei ce-ti vor raul, ca al tau tata sunt,

de partea ta raman,

pentru ca bunatatea si credinciosia mea

te vor insoti pe tot parcursul vietii tale

si tu loc in casa mea

vei avea cat vor dainui zilele. Amin.

Lyme's sufferers prayer

We are the hosts of utter frightful monsters

who hunt and hurt and spread with rapid glee

Too small to see, too tough to kill, oh me!

And here an now our limited existence,

Must be the grounds of such rebellious resistance?

We cry and hurt, and hurt with such persistence,

but doctors stare and give us no assistance,

and all we want is that our frail existence

be void of pain, but full of sheer emittance

of health and joy but not of coexistence.

My God, how can such lack of balance

exist in tissues? Why so much present malice?

Why are we hunted from within, asks us?

When will these monsters be unmasked?

A cure is all I ask today

I’m not alone in this I say

For such dark monsters our bodies they decay

And we need hope, for that I’ll surely pray. – Carmen McKnight-

Buhner Protocol

Hope is a dangerous thing. It can break through any dark matter and bring along the light we need and long for.

I’ve purchased the latest expanded and revised book called Healing Lyme written by Stephen Harrod Buhner.

It’s been five years since I found out I had Lyme, so why wait until now to read some of these books ? I suppose due to couple factors. In the beginning 95% of anything I read I could not process or retain.Once I pushed past that I was too overwhelmed by the enormity of the situation, a situation without a positive finality. No cure for Lyme is something I hear often yet I have a hard time accepting. How I see it, there’s a cure for everything. We simply need to find it, and hopefully during our life-time.

The additional pain that comes from a relapse pushes me yet again into the research field, because we all know pain is the best incentive to make us act, and have come face to face, yet again, with the Buhner protocol, a treatment I heard about with many positive results but never tried it al least not in its entirety.

Yesterday was my first day, and all was good but today I have a very big headache and I feel funny (nausea, headaches, feel like Im getting a nose bleed, fatigue and pain behind my eyes). I’ll have to reduce the doses.

I’m following the example Buhner has in his book for a Neuroborreliosis protocol, since it got in my brain, which consists of the following tinctures.

*Polygonum cudpidatum or Japanese Knotwood tincture- 1/2tsp, 3-6x daily -for endothelial protection.

*Salvia Miltiorrhiza or Sage and Scutellaria baicalensis or Skullcap combined tinctures, 1tsp 3x daily for cytokine remodulation.

*Cordyceps/ Eleutherococcus/Uncaria tomentosa or Cat’s claw combined tincture, equal parts of each, 1.5tsp 3x day for immune remodulation.

*Glycyrrhiza or Licorice tincture, 1/4 tsp 3x daily. (not if you have high blood pressure) for immune remodulation.

Uncaria rhynchophylla, 1/2-1 tsp 3-6x daily for neuroborreliosis.

*Withania somnifera or ashwagandha. Powder: 1/2 tsp am, 1tsp before bed time (pm) for immune remodulation.

*Andrographis, 1-2 600mg capsules 3-6x daily, antispirochetal.

Tryptophan, 1500 mg 3x daily for neuroborreliosis.

*Great lakes gelatin powder, 1 Tbl. in the morning with water or juice for collagen.

*Vitamin C, 1000-3000mg daily for collagen protection.

*Selenium, 200mcg daily for collagen protection.

All supplements with a * are part of the core protocol, so you can add to this protocol based on your needs. The book has a long list of other tinctures to add.

In addition to this I take Sida Acuta tincture, since my body has always responded extremely well to it, weather is in IV form or tincture. I don’t respond well when its in pill format. Sida Acuta helps with tremors associated with neuroborreliosis.

Burbur-Pinella tincture helped with the headache.

Like I said, hope is a dangerous thing, it stubbornly pushes through dark walls looking for a way out. God, I pray I’ll find my way out so others can find theirs. Thx.

God Bless:)

15 Octombrie 2021

Anuntam cu mare drag si entuziasm, ca pe 15 Octombrie 2021, ne vom intoarce in Europa! Nu cred ca ne vom intoarce in Romania imediat, dar vom fi in Europa, detaliile inca nu sunt finalizate:)

Pe 15 Octombrie 1993 am plecat din tara dupa nunta si casatoria cu sotul meu american, Chet si am decis ca ar fi poetic sa ne intoracem tot pe 15 Octombrie:) Alex, baiatul cel mic va termina liceul anul viitor si pe urma in toamna venim inapoi:) In primavara vom vinde si apartamentul aicea:)

Ne va fi mare dor de America, si de prietenii si familia de aicea, dar vom avea bucuria de a putea petrece timp cu familia si prietenii din Europa:)

Cu ajutorul Bunului Dumnezeu vom ajunge cu bine:)

Va dorim o zi binecuvantata cu Domnul:)