Herxheimer reaction- small set back

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Feeling better the past five days I must have pushed myself cleaning the house, the kitchen and cooking. Yesterday around 11 am I had one relapse and while visiting our friends Leo and Natasha for a Seahawks football game had another one later the same day. We prayed together and it was awesome. The good news: they were far less intensive and lasted far shorter than before. However I feel my body very weak and I will keep a low-key for the coming few days.

Simtindu-ma mai bine de cinci zile, cred ca am depus prea mult effort facind curat in casa, bucatarie si facind mincare. Ieri, in jurul orei 11 dimineata am avut prima reactie si mai tirziu, la pritenii nostrii Leo si Natasha acasa, uitindu-ne la fotbal American am avut a doua reactie. Ne-am rugat impreauna si am avut prieteni linga mine pina sa terminat. Vestea buna este ca reactiile nu am fost intense ca inainte si au durat mult mai putin (poate 15 minute) ca cele dinainte ( de la 45 minute pina la o ora si jumate). Ma simt slabita si in viitoarele citeva zile ma voi odihni in plin.

Cind ascult al doilea cintec (sint un pribeag), imi dau lacrimile. Azi ma simt obosita, atit in corp cit si in suflet. Stau de multe ori si-mi vad corpul asta slabit si ce mi se intimpla si-mi indrept privirea catre D-zeu, cu lacrimi il intreb sa-mi reinoiasca puterea in corp ca ma simt la un prag de moarte de multe ori. Iar am slabit in greautate. Iara simt inima slabita, si corpul epuizat. Dar ma uit la cei iubiti, la voi, si iar mi se reinoieste puterea. Mi-ar place sa ma duc sa-l vizitez pe Alin, fratele meu care e in Michigan o saptamina cu lucru, dar nu pot nici sa conduc masina pina la coltul strazii. Ma uit spre cer si-i multumesc lui D-zeu pentru zilele care mi l-ea dat dar si petru ziua cind se va sfirsi totul si voi fi complet vindecata in corp. Ufta… azi mi-am dat drumu. Va doresc o zi/ seara placuta. Bucurati-va de tot ce ave-ti mai ales daca aveti sanatate! E foarte importanta sanatatea in corp, suflet si spirit.

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