This too shall pass

Many times a day I feel the need to talk to you, not for my sake, but for your sake… okay maybe a little for my sake:) You see, I so very much enjoy the shadows now, the liberty and calm one experiences away from the public eye, not to mention the clarity of thought over  one’s priorities. But there’s always that constant nag I feel that you need encouragement, whoever you are, so I must find a way to leave my comfort from the shadows and reach out to you. You see, once I’ve walked dangerously close to the edge of the other side, so many things become clear and any type of attention is no longer important or craved.

How about you? How are you? Possibly struggling in some sort of way otherwise, I wouldn’t feel this overwhelming voice of God letting me know you need encouragement. I can tell you one very important fact: everything is temporary, including this pain you find yourself overwhelmed by it. It is a falsehood directed your way in an effort to distract you from one fact- this too shall pass, and the sun will shine once again in your life. The second falsehood is this (one I still remind myself of and try to grasp its trueness): your value is far greater than you allow yourself to see it and your potential is infinite.

So I conclude here, thinking and praying for you because you matter just as I matter.

Have a peaceful evening and listen to as many jokes as possible on YouTube:)



Biased media in the Trump vs Hillary race.

And so a new leaf turned for America yesterday as Elected President Donald Trump won. But as a citizen of United States, a bit uneasy and disappointed with the equally poor examples of candidates allowed to run, I was very surprised over the bluntly biased comments of the media as they realized the unexpected was happening. I’ve heard insults addressed to their underestimation over the large amounts of votes by the uneducated people of the rural area, then it turned into a racist matter but not against the African Americans, it was against the white men of this country and on and on. How are those comments not offensive, biased and discriminatory? Those “uneducated” people feed us and build the very things we use on daily basis, they also sustain a good part of this economy running, not to mention they have every right to vote the way they choose to. Actually, we may be those uneducated people. And since the media staff clearly defines themselves as educated, where was the proof of that education yesterday? Where is the proof of that education today or in the days to come? They did the same with Obama, rooted for him only to tear him apart right after he won. This article is about the media, their ineptitude, their biased views, their ignorance and downright arrogance.

Hillary Clinton fought hard and ran a typical campaign. It was all the lies she was caught in that most likely did her in. Clearly, the media was rooting for her. Clearly. They have the same freedom as the rest of us to choose, however, to be such cry babies over their loss is downright pathetic. They can dish it but they can’t take it. Also, as I see it, the media is like one group of old cynical men and women gathered for one collective purpose- to gossip. They pick apart the very people that, whether with good intentions or not, have the courage to do something in this world.

I’ve heard from closer sources about the suicide hotlines, the depression, and fear going around among many people. They predict doom and gloom coming our way. Just like the democratic party and most women predicted Hillary was going to win, and yet look what happened. Predicting does not guarantee an outcome, so please get a grip of yourself and have some faith. Maybe Trump will surprise us all. I expected Hillary to win, and I’m just as surprised as most of you that Trump won. Now that he won, I do hope he’ll do a good job for our country. But all these words are just the ramblings of one citizen and her opinion. And if we know one thing to be true is that every single one of us has an opinion about everything. Time, as always, will tell.


But Without Exception They All Began To Make Excuses

It may as well say: But without exception, WE all began to make excuses. Luke 14:18

This morning I have been awakened by a friend. I guess, a little unbeknown to me, I’ve been dwindling in some regression steps, due to confusion, disappointment and who knows what else in my walk on this earth with my friend God. I know, some of you may have rolled your eyes just now, as I too have done this many times in the past upon hearing such expression. And yet, he, I mean God, is the only one that keeps coming back for me after every tantrum, either through my great husband Chet or, like today, through a friend. And in the face of such love I can only shed tears of joy and thankfulness.

You see, the verse quoted above includes me as well. I’m sure you find yourself among those lines, among the past or present memories. It’s not easy walking in a broken body or a wounded mind, but it’s not impossible either. I allowed some recent symptoms to trigger old fears.

“I am no longer sick” it should mean “I no longer have symptoms.” At least in my book. Don’t be alarmed, the symptoms are mild, and I’m taking actions, the fear, however, is the one I must conquer constantly. As should you.

But how do I keep spreading the good in me without allowing the bad to enter in? My friend responded and I quote:”I think the only way is by opening ourselves up to God’s love. His illumination is what brings that deeper part of ourselves more and more into focus. Yes, the path through which love flows out of the heart is the same path by which it enters. And I believe that flow is actually one single movement, not two.” Brilliant.

Winter time is harder on anyone fighting an immune system disease, especially those in a chronic state and though I find myself poorly qualified to encourage anyone of you, please do fight, and learn to recognize and love the moments of peace and love sent your way by none other than God. Inside yourself, a strong warrior slashes faithfully all your enemies, give it the cheer it deserves. You are far stronger than you see yourself.

I thank God for all of you, even if for the selfish reason that my life is far better with you in it, I’m still thankful:) Have a blessed day.

P.S. Recently I’ve begun a new protocol of flower essence, in addition to everything else I’m doing and noticed small improvements. It’s been only three days. I’m adding info below if you want to go checking out yourself.